WILL 2 LIVE MINISTRIES
MICHELLE SPEAKS BLOG
MICHELLE SPEAKS BLOG
DON'T LET THE PAIN OF FRUSTRATION STOP YOU!
DON'T LET THE PAIN OF FRUSTRATION STOP YOU!
October 26, 2019
DON’T LET THE PAIN OF FRUSTRATION STOP YOU IN THIS SEASON. WE ARE IN THE SEASON OF BIRTHING AND HARVEST. BIRTHING SOMETHING BIG THAT WILL GIVE GOD GLORY FOR HIS KINGDOM. WE ARE THE CALLED TO ADVANCE HIS KINGDOM IN THIS EARTH REALM. AND IT GOING TO TAKE HIS PEOPLE TO BECOME HIS HANDS AND HIS FEET, HIS MOUTH PIECE, HIS HEART OF COMPASSION, HIS EXAMPLE TO GET THE JOB DONE. WE ARE LIVING IN THE TIME THAT HE IS POURING HIS SPIRIT UPON ALL FLESH AND OUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS ARE PROPHESYING. WE ARE SEEING THE BOOK OF JOEL 2:28 BEEN FULFILL EVEN IN THE CHURCH. WOW, IT’S TIME TO TAKE THE CHURCH OUTSIDE ITS 4 WALLS EVEN THE MORE. THE LORD IS ENLARGING GOG’S TERRITORIES, APOSTLE’S TERRITORIES, EVEN YOUR PERSONAL TERRITORIES AND THOSE THAT ARE CONNECTED, EVEN IN THE BODY OF CHRIST.
GOD IS WILLING TO GIVE YOU THE HELP TO HOLD OUT, TILL YOUR CHANGE OR SHIFT HAS MANIFESTED HE WILL GIVE YOU THE STRENGTH TO PUSH OUT THE BABY, THE BIG BABY WITHOUT YOU MISCARRYING THE VISION…THIS TIME YOU WILL NOT HAVE A STILLBORN VISION…THIS TIME YOU WILL NOT ABORT THE VISION BECAUSE I DIDN’T THINK YOU HAD THE SUPPORT…THIS TIME. THE LORD IS POURING NEW WINE AND GETTING READY TO POUR SOME MORE…BUT DO YOU HAVE NEW WINE SKINS THIS TIME…NEW WAYS, NEW MINDSET, NEW WAY OF THINKING. HAVE YOU PUT OFF THE OLD MAN? NOT ONLY SIN, BUT PAST DISAPPOINTMENTS, INFERIOR COMPLEXES THAT YOU THINK YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH. YEAH YOU PLAY SUPERMAN AND SUPERWOMAN REAL GOOD WITH YOUR CAPE IN PUBLIC, BUT IN PRIVATE, ARE YOU STILL INTIMIDATED ABOUT THE UNKNOWN, SECOND GUESSING YOURSELF LIKE CLARK KENT? GOING INTO THE PROMISE, YOU WILL BE FACED WITH GIANTS…YOUR ADVERSARIES TO DISTRACT YOU, TO FRUSTRATE THE WORK THAT IS AT HAND.
TURN WITH ME TO THE OLD TESTAMENT WRITING OF THE BOOK OF EZRA 4:1-5.
THE WORD FRUSTRATE ACCORDING TO THE STRONG’S LEXICON MEANS: TO BREAK; TO VIOLATE TO MAKE INEFFECTUAL; TO DIVIDE, TO BREAK APART. THE WORD INEFFECTUAL MEANS: NOT PRODUCING ANYTHING OR OF THE DESIRED EFFECT. IF THE DEVIL CAN’T STOP YOU BECAUSE YOU NOW GOT A MADE UP MIND, HE WILL TRY TO USE HIS IMPS TO DISTRACT YOU. EITHER TRY TO HOODWINK YOU. IF HE CAN’T HOOD WINK YOU, HE’LL TRY TO RUIN YOUR REPUTATION WITH LIES. THEN, HE’LL TRY TO MAKE THE MONEY GET FUNNY. THEN HE’LL TRY TO MESS WITH YOUR HEALTH, YOUR STRENGTH, YOUR MIND WITH DEPRESSION, SECOND-GUESSING YOURSELF “DID I REALLY HEARD FROM GOD?”, THEN YOU, IF YOU ARE NOT FOCUS AND RECOGNIZE THE ENEMY, START LOOKING AT PEOPLE THAT MET TO HELP YOU AS YOUR ENEMY. THEN YOU START LOOKING AT YOURSELF AS A FAILURE BECAUSE THINGS DIDN’T WORK OUT IN THE PAST. THEN, YOU START PROCRASTINATING BECAUSE EITHER YOU FEAR FAILURE OR FEAR SUCCEEDING, YOU KNOW “MORE MONEY, MORE PROBLEMS”,” CAN I REALLY HANDLE THE BIG- IS THIS “BIG” GOING TO END UP BEING A BIG HEADACHE? THEN YOU END UP DELAYING THE PROCESS. IN THIS PASSAGE OF EZRA, ISRAEL’S ADVERSARIES DELAYED THE PROCESS OF THE HOUSE OF GOD BEING BUILT 16 YEARS. YOU KNOW THE CHILDREN OF ISRAEL IN THE WILDERNESS DELAYED ENTERING INTO THE PROMISE LAND 40 YEARS. TO BE HONEST, SOME OF YOU LET GO OF YOUR HOPES, DREAMS AND VISIONS YOU HAD IN THE PAST, YOU LET IT GO…BECAUSE OF THE PAIN OF FRUSTRATION WAS TOO HARD TO BEAR. YOU FELT LIKE BECAUSE YOU WASN’T PRODUCING, YOU WAS INEFFECTUAL, YOU GAVE IT UP….BUT IT WAS ALL PART OF THE PROCESS OF BIRTHING PAINS..BUT YOU DIDN’T KNOW IT. YEP…THE DEVIL HOODWINKED YOU OUT OF YOUR TERRITORY BECAUSE OF THE PAST PAIN, BUT IT’S TIME TO GET BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN FROM YOU AND ENLARGEMENT.
WE GOT TO TURN DEPRESSION INTO “I PRESSED ON” I ENDURED HARDNESS LIKE A GOOD SOLDIER. YEAH, IT GETS HARD…HAVE TO SHED SOME TEARS AT TIMES, BUT IF YOU GOT TO PRESS ON CRYING, PRESS ON. YEAH, YOU HAVE TO GO THRU THE HALLWAY OF HELL, BUT THAT’S HOW YOU GET FROM ONE CLOSED DOOR THAT NO MAN CAN OPEN TO ANOTHER OPEN DOOR THAT NO MAN CAN SHUT…GOTTA GO THRU. THERE’S A BLESSING IN THE PRESSING. LOOK AT HANNAH IN I SAMUEL. SHE WAS FRUSTRATED BECAUSE SHE WAS BARREN, GOD SHUT UP HER WOMB FOR A SEASON. SHE COULD HAVE JUST ACCEPTED STATUS QUO AND JUST ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT SHE WAS NEVER GOING TO HAVE CHILDREN FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE. BUT SHE DIDN’T. SHE USED HER SITUATION TO PRESS TO THE THRONE ROOM OF GOD AND MADE HER PETITION THAT SHE WANTED A CHILD. SHE COULD HAVE JUST STOP SERVING GOD BECAUSE EACH YEAR, HER PRAYER WASN’T ANSWERED, BUT SHE STILL PETITIONED GOD. SHE DIDN’T USE THE SITUATION TO BE MADE AT GOD OR HERSELF, SHE USED THAT SITUATION TO TOUCH THE HEART OF GOD. YOU CAN SAY SHE USED HER FRUSTRATION TO BIRTH OUT THE SAMUEL, A MIGHTY PROPHET OF GOD. WHEN I LOOK AT HANNAH, SHE REMINDS ME OF AN OYSTER. YOU MIGHT BE LOOKING AT ME FUNNY AND SAYING, “AN OYSTER?’ I SAY THIS IS BECAUSE PEARLS, THOSE VERY PRECIOUS, COSTLY JEWELS DIDN’T COME FROM THE EARTH LIKE GOLD AND RUBIES AND DIAMONDS, BUT IT COME FROM A SEA CREATURE. PEARLS COME FROM OYSTERS BY A PIECE OF SAND OR AN ORGANIC MATERIAL THAT GETS INSIDE OF THE OYSTER. SO TO PROTECT IT’S INTERNAL ORGANS, THE OYSTER WILL BUILD UP HIS DEFENSES AND PRODUCE A HARD SHELL AROUND THE SAND OR OBJECT SO IT WOULD PROTECT HIMSELF FROM HARM. THE OYSTER OUT OF IT’S FRUSTRATION OF THE PAIN OF THAT PIECE OF SAND DEVELOP PEARLS. IN OTHER WORDS, IN THIS SEASON, USE YOUR FRUSTRATION AS “MOTIVATION!” IN THIS SEASON, USE YOUR REJECTION AS TELLING YOU TO GO ANOTHER DIRECTION. IN THIS SEASON, USE YOUR PAST FAILURES AS LIFE’S LESSONS IN THE SCHOOL OF LIFE.
FIRST, TURN WITH ME TO THE BOOK OF RUTH 3 CHAPTER AND VERSE 3.
• LEARN TO WASH YOURSELF FROM YOUR PAST WITH THE WASHING OF THE WATER OF THE WORD OF GOD. YOUR PAST IS LESSONS, NOT DESTINATION. ANOINT YOURSELF WITH THE SPIRIT AND THE POWER OF GOD. IN YOUR WEAKNESS, LET HIM SHOW HIMSELF STRONG. AND PUT ON YOUR NEW CLOTHE, PUT ON THE LORD JESUS, YOUR GOWN OF SALVATION, YOUR ROBE OF RIGHTEOUS. YEAH, SOME OF YOU BLEW IT BEFORE, BUT IT’S TIME TO DO IT AGAIN, IT’S TIME TO BIRTH IT AGAIN BECAUSE IT’S GOING TO BE BIG!!!!
• PSALMS 118:8. PUT YOUR TOTAL TRUST IN THE LORD. THIS SEASON THIS BIG THING IS A GOD THING AND IT’S GOING TO TAKE A BIG GOD TO BRING IT TO PAST. HEBREWS 11:1-6
• DON’T LOSE YOUR JOY IN THE PAIN OF FRUSTRATION. NEHEMIAH 8:10. THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH. DON’T LOOSE HEART IN WELL DOING. IF YOU FELL OFF THE HORSE, IT’S NOT TOO LATE TO DUST YOURSELF OFF AND TRY AGAIN.
IT’S GONNA BE BIG, GO GET IT IN JESUS NAME
GIVE GOD YOUR APPETITE
GIVE GOD YOUR APPETITE
October 26, 2019
HAVE YOU EVER DRIVEN A CAR, ESPECIALLY ON THE HIGHWAY, AND YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU JUST TOOK YOU HAND OFF THE STEERING WHEEL, ALL OF A SUDDEN THE CAR EITHER STARTED VEERING TOWARDS THE LEFT OR TO THE RIGHT. THE CAR DIDN’T DRIVE STRAIGHT ON THE ROAD. THE CAR COULDN’T STAY STRAIGHT IN IT’S LANE. YOU PROBABLY SAID TO YOURSELF, I NEED TO TAKE IT TO THE SHOP, THEN THOUGHT ABOUT THE COAST, THE TIME TAKING IT TO THE SHOP AND STARTED REASONING. BUT ONCE YOU REACHED YOUR DESTINATION, YOU MAY HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT, OR THOUGHT IT WAS A FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION, OR JUST SAID I’LL DEAL WITH IT LATTER WHEN I GET MY MONEY RIGHT. DAYS PASS BY, THEN WEEKS AND YOU JUST IGNORED IT UNTIL THE SAME CAR THAT TOOK YOU TO YOUR DESTINATION ALL OF A SUDDEN BECAME VERY HARD FOR YOU TO STEER YOUR CAR IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. YOU FINALLY BREAK DOWN AND TAKE YOUR CAR TO THE SHOP. THE MECHANIC LOOKS AT THE CAR. THEN THAT PERSON TELLS YOU THAT THE FRONT WHEELS NEED ALIGNMENT. YOU FIND OUT HOW MUCH IT COST TO GET IT FIX. YOU EITHER PAY THE PRICE AND GET IT FIXED, SO YOU CAN CONTINUE TO DRIVE, HAVE A LEVEL OF FREEDOM TO TRAVEL WHEREVER YOU NEED TO GO, OR SENT TO GO…OR YOU JUST TELL THE MECHANIC, “NAH, I’LL PASS, THE BILL TOO HIGH. I’LL JUST DO WITHOUT THE CAR, OR I’LL DRIVE IT LIKE IT IS. THOSE WERE YOUR CHOICES. YOU COULD HAVE LOOKED AT IT AND SAY, “BOY I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN IT FIXED SOONER CAUSE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN CHEAPER.” BUT THANK GOD THE FRONT WHEEL ALIGNMENT IS FIX-A-BLE!
THIS IS THE TIME TO PREPARE. AND YOU MAY HAVE TO CHANGE YOUR APPETITE OR GET IN ALIGNMENT FOR WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR YOU. SOMETIMES A DELAY IS NOT DENIAL, BUT A TIME TO PREPARE, THAT IN THE BOOK OF JAMES SAYS “LET PATIENCE HAVE HER PREFECT WORK.” JAMES 1:2-4. KEEP AN EYE ON THE WORD “WANTING.” HOLD THAT THOUGHT!
SOME WEEKS BACK, I WAS IN DEEP WORSHIP WITH THE LORD. I WAS PRAYING, AND SINGING & CRYING BUGGER-SNOT-SNOT! WITH MY HANDS AND MY HEART LIFTED TO THE LORD. JUST TELLING HIM HOW MY I LOVED HIM, HOW UNDONE I WAS AND OFFERING UP AS A LIVING SACRIFICE UNTO. HIM-WHOLEHEARTEDLY. I STARTED SINGING SOME OF THE SONG FOR AN OLD 90’S GOSPEL SONG FOR PASTOR KIM BARELL, “I GIVE YOU MY HEART, MY MIND, MY SOUL, MY PRAISE..MY MONEY..MY LOVE!” AND I HEARD THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD SAY THESE WORDS…”GIVE ME YOUR APPETITE!” I WAS SHOCKED THAT HE SAID THAT. EVER SINCE THE 21 DAY FAST THIS YEAR, I HAVEN’T EATEN MEAT, NOT SAYING I’M A VEGETARIAN, JUST HAVEN’T CHOSE TO EAT MEAT NOW. I BEGAN TO CRY TO THE LORD LIKE I WAS MOURNING AND JUST REALIZED FOOD WAS SUCH AN IDOL TO ME. SO I BEGAN TO CUT ON CARBS. HOWEVER, LATELY, THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD LED ME TO LOOK UP THE WORD, “APPETITE”
- THE WORD APPETITE MEANS, “A NATURAL DESIRE TO SATISFY A BODILY NEED, ESPECIALLY FOOD. I KEPT DIGGING TO FIND OUT THE ROOT WORD FOR APPETITE IS LATIN FOR THE WORD “AP-PE-TI’-TUS, MEANING “TO DESIRE FOR.”
I KEPT DIGGING AND LOOKED UP THE WORD, “DESIRE” AND IT MEAN, “A STRONG FEELING OF WANTING TO HAVE SOMETHING OR WISHING SOMETHING TO HAPPEN.” I KEPT DIGGING AND LOOKED UP THE WORD, “WANTING.” REMEMBER JAMES 1:4, “BUT LET PATIENCE HAVE HER PERFECT WORK, THAT YOU MAY BE PERFECT AND ENTIRE, WANTING NOTHING.” SO THE WORK “WANTING” STUCK ME. WANTING MEANS, “NOT HAVING SOMETHING, LACKING, SOMETHING THAT IS MISSING, INADEQUACIES.” PSALMS 37:4 READS, “ DELIGHT YOURSELF ALSO IN THE LORD, AND HE SHALL GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART.” SOME OF YOU HAVE READ OR HEARD THAT SCRIPTURE BEFORE AND SAID TO YOURSELF, “I LOVE THE LORD AND BELIEVE IN HIM, BUT MY HEART’S DESIRES HAVEN’T BEEN FULFILLED BY GOD…WHAT ABOUT ME…IS THIS WORD REALLY TRUE?” KNEW A PERSON YEARS AGO IN MY TWENTY’S AND SHE AND I WENT TO THE SAME CHURCH TOGETHER. WE WERE IN A SINGLES MINISTRY AND THIS SCRIPTURE WAS PRESENTED. THE YOUNG LADY SAID TO THE AUDIENCE, “WELL, I WANT SOMEBODY IN MY LIFE AND I LOVE JESUS…I GO TO CHURCH…I SERVE IN THE CHURCH…I GIVE AND TITHES…NOW WHY MY DESIRES OF MY HEART HAVEN’T BEEN FULFILL?” I DIDN’T SAY ANYTHING, BUT I KNEW THE BACKGROUND OF THIS LADY THAT SHE WAS INVOLVED WITH A MARRIED MAN AND WANTED HIM TO LEAVE HIS WIFE. NOW IS OUR DESIRES IN ALIGNMENT WITH GOD’S WILL? WE HAVE TO ASK OURSELVES THAT. COULD IT BE THAT SOME OF US, NOT ALL, THAT IS OUR DESIRES IS WHAT GOD'S DESIRES FOR US, OR IS IT OUR OWN LUSTFUL DESIRES. OUT THE HEART FLOWS THE ISSUES OF LIFE. IF WE ARE CAREFUL AND NOT GIVE GOD OUR DESIRES, OUR APPETITES, OR WANTS, IT CAN LEAD TO DESTRUCTION. ON SOME INSTANCES, GOD IS REALLY SAVING YOU FROM A GREAT FALL; GOD IS SAVING YOU FROM YOU AND LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO TELL YOU NO..FOR NOW…UNTIL THAT DESIRE GETS IN ALIGNMENT WITH HIS WILL. REMEMBER THE SERMON LAST SUNDAY WHEN BLIND BARTIMETIUS GOT SICK AND TIRED OF BEING STUCK, BEGGING FOR CRUMBS. HE THRU AWAY THE LABELS THAT WAS GIVING TO HIM, AND GAVE UP HIS OWN MINDSET AND WANTED JESUS TO GIVE HIM HIS SIGHT. HE GOT HIS DESIRE, NOT JUST BEGGING FOR NICKELS AND DIMES ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD.
-I REMEMBER GOING TO A SOCIAL MEETING ON VALENTINE’S DAY THIS YEAR. THEY HAD A GUEST SPEAKER THAT SPOKE ABOUT HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS. SHE ASKED THE QUESTION, “WHAT IF YOU (LADIES) CAME HOME FROM WORK, YOU ARE TIRED. YOU CAME HOME, AND DISHES WERE PILED UP IN THE SINK, DIRTY CLOTHES WERE ALSO IN THE HAMPER, THE HOUSE NEEDED TO HE STRAIGHTEN UP, NO FOOD WAS PREPARED, BUT YOUR HUSBAND OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER WAS IN THE LIVING ROOM, PLAYING VIDEO GAMES…WHAT WOULD YOU DO?” I HAVE BEEN BELIEVING TO BE MARRIED, BUT SINCE HEARING THAT, I DON’T THINK I’M READY FOR THAT, I HAVE TO PREPARE AND KNOW WHAT AND WHO I’M GETTING MYSELF CONNECTED TO. BECAUSE MY FIRST THOUGHTS WERE…MY MINDSET HAS TO CHANGE. BEFORE I EVEN CONSIDER MARRIAGE, MY MIND NEED TO GET IN ALIGNMENT WITH GOD’S WILL. MARRIAGE IS MORE THAN LEGALIZED SEX… IT’S A COMMITMENT THRU THE GOOD, BAD, THICK, THIS, IN RICHES AND POOR, IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH…TIL DEATH DO YOU BOTH PART! MARRIAGE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING, BUT A SINGLE PERSON SHOULD NOT FEEL LIKE THEY ARE LESS THAT A WOMAN OR MAN BECAUSE THEY AREN’T MARRIED AND WITH CHILDREN ALSO. KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHOSE YOU ARE IN CHRIST JESUS. LET HIM COMPLETE YOU INSTEAD OF LETTING LUSTFUL WANTINGS OR LONELINESS TAKE YOU TO A PLACE YOU DON’T WANT TO BE. NOT JUST MARRIAGE, BUT ANYTHING. EVEN IN MINISTRY…YOU HEARD THE WORD LAST SUNDAY…IT MAY BE THE SEASON, BUT NOT THE TIMING. BUT YOU MAY HAVE THOUGHT. “LORD…BUT WHEN?” WELL, IF THAT THE CASE, IS YOUR MOTIVE PURE? HAVE YOU GAVE YOUR MOTIVES OR APPETITES OR WANTS TO THE LORD? HAVE YOU GAVE IT TO HIM AND JUST WAIT ON THE LORD WITH PATIENCE SO YOU ARE NOT LACKING OR WANTING ANYTHING. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO REACH THE LOST FOR CHRIST OR YOU JUST WANT TO BE ON A PLATFORM TO BE SEEN? DO YOU REALLY WANT TO ADVANCE HIS KINGDOM, OR PROMOTE YOUR OWN KINGDOM? DO YOU WANT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN ON YOUR LIKE SARAH BECAUSE WE THINK GOD IS TAKING TOO LONG AND FORGOTTEN ABOUT UP, AND THEN END UP WITH AND ISHMEAL, A HOT MESS? WAIT ON THE LORD, LET HIS RENEW YOUR STRENGTH. YOUR TIME IS COMING…JUST LET HIM PREPARE YOU FOR THE COME-UP! YEAH YOU BEEN THRU THE CRUSHING, THE FIRE AND THE FLOOD…NOW LET THE LORD RENEW YOU, STRENGTHEN YOU, HEAL U 4 REAL AND DELIVER YOU IN TO THE BIRTHING OF YOUR NEXT DESTINATION.
GET BACK ON TRACK
GET BACK ON TRACK
WILL 2 LIVE MINISTRIES
GET BACK ON TRACK
MAY 15, 2018
Back on Mother’s Day May 14, 2018 at around 11:26 am, my mother and I had Sunday Service on the porch. We haven’t had service together, or I haven’t conducted a Sunday Service since I lost the church on 15th Street in 2017. It felt wonderful, because I felt the presence of the Lord while on porch. It was just my mom and I, but God was there too. I so miss that feeling. I miss having ministry. I do go to church since that incident, and love fellow shipping at my home church. But since losing the building, I just felt like a failure. I have just been unmotivated and somewhat apathetic towards ministry. I don’t know where to start back. I didn’t even pray like I use to. It had got so hard to pray back then. I missed talking to my Father in the mornings like I use to. I feel shame at times to even ask from him.
In 2015 through 2016, I was under a lot of stress. I didn't take care of my physical health so my blood sugar levels and blood pressure was out of control then and I also suffered with CHF. My body was swollen with fluids. It was so hard to breathe I was also struggling to pay for the church building rent and finance the t.v.show. In 2017, I was invited to speak at a church a couple of days after new years day and I got so sick. God did give me strength to minister there, but a couple of days afterwards, I had to go to the hospital. For 7 days straight I could not lay in the bed for I could not breath if I laid down. It was so hard to walk, I was in bad shape. It took me a month to recover. I told the Lord it you get me out of this, I will take better care of my temple. I so so full of fluid in my body. I remember asking the Lord to remove the fluid off my body so I can go walking. After that prayer, in 3 days in 2017, the Lord removed 38 pounds of fluid out of my body. Thank you Jesus! I was still a journey to walk for my strength was gone, but I had to will myself to live again. I first started doing exercises in my couch. Then, I started marching in place. Then, I went outside and walked around the car for a couple of time until I got strength to walk more laps. In February 2017 was my first time walking around the park. God honored my prayers. I did give up the ministry because I needed to take care of myself. Not trying to be selfish, but self-care is important too. You can get caught up in trying to care for others, but forget about yourself. I needed a season to learn and get balance for my life. As 3 John verse 2 says, " Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth." It's God's will for you to have balance in your life. I have been on this journey since.
Well, the day after Mother’s Day, I went walking that morning. I woke up with the saying, “Get back of track.” And while I walked, I heard a couple talking among each other and the man said, “Getting back on track.” I took that as confirmation to get back on track and begin WILL TO LIVE MINISTRIES. The name Will 2 Live came from the the health crisis I went through in 2017. The name also can from when in I was at an abortion clinic in June 1993. After I got the abortion, I began bleeding heavily and my vital signs didn't look good. My pulse when down to 16. I felt like I was going to die because I was in so much pain. The nurse wanted to call the ambulance because she thought I wasn't going to make it if my vitals didn't improve. I in my early twenties back then. I was raise in the church and gave my life to Christ at the age of 8, but I strayed away from living for Christ. I went to church, but church wasn't in me. At the age of 19, I lost my virginity. I said to myself that I wasn't going to have sex again because of the awful experience, but I ended up searching for love in all the wrong men. I got caught up in promiscuity. I thought I was free and living my life, but I was bond up and didn't know it. Wanting a boyfriend so bad, I sold myself short and ended up in an abortion clinic, trying to end a life. I almost ended my own life getting the abortion. At any rate, while I was in the recovery room in that clinic, feeling so much pain and getting very cold. I feel my life was slipping away from me...and I didn't care. I told God I was sorry and to please forgive me for what I have done. I told Him that I deserved to die and go to hell and I was ready for my fate, but please forgive me. However, after I was talking to God, I heard this voice from within me say, "It's not your time yet...Will Yourself To Live!" At that point, I was in so much pain that I didn't care to live because I was so weak. But I heard that voice from within again, "It's not you time yet...WILL YOURSELF TO LIVE!" I began telling myself to, "LIVE...LIVE...LIVE...LIVE." A few moments later, the nurse came and checked my vitals again. She saw that they improved. She wanted me to the hospital or my physician to get checked, but I called my ride and told them to take me home. I said to myself, never will I do that again. I didn't know anything About hearing the voice of God, but that was him speaking to me and telling me WILL YOURSELF TO LIVE! You can be in situations, (whether you caused the storm or just got caught up in a storm) that you just feel like the wind have knocked the life out of you. And the pain you experience make you want to end it all so the pain will stop. But I am here to tell you to WILL YOURSELF TO LIVE because it not your time yet to check out of life.
I invite you to join the journey with me. This is not a church building ministry, but a movement to win souls into the kingdom of God and to edify the body of Christ. We all our Brothers and Sisters Keepers. Jesus is even married to the backslider (Jeremiah 3:14). It's time to live again and get in position in our true purpose and fulfill our God-Given destiny. Jesus will return soon so let us work while it is day that night is coming that no man can work (John 9:4). I SHALL LIVE AND NOT DIE AND PROCLAIM THE WORKS OF THE LORD (Psalms 118:17).
God's Pure Pearls...A call for holiness for single women
God's Pure Pearls...A call for holiness for single women
DON’T LOSE YOUR PEARLS
PEARLS are a symbol of: Perfection as in the sense of maturity. It a symbol of long-life and being productive in your endeavors. It’s a symbol of POWER & WISDOM.
You know in the natural sense, pearls are formed inside the oysters, mussels, or clams in the ocean and sea. When a grain of sand gets inside of these sea animals and the sand irritates them or frustrates them. They then secrete a fluid to coat the irritants as a defense mechanism in order to protect themselves. The animals continue to put layer upon layer on this irritant until a pearl is formed.
So basically, out of a bad situation or a bad decision in life that was meant to irritate you, to frustrate you and get you distracted from your purpose, or even to may you depress and give up hope, to steal your joy and self-esteem. Or even making a decision that we know was wrong, and we did it anyway for pleasure. But then that quick moment of pleasure turn into a lifetime pain. Even in those situation that we either couldn’t avoid or we made our own bed in the hell hole we got caught up in… When we finally make the decision to come to ourselves life the Prodigal Son and began to put our trust in God, with our whole heart, and soul, and mind and body and trust His Holy Word AND LIVE FOR HIM…We become like PEARLS.
I ENCOURAGE YOU SINGLE WOMAN TO BECOME GOD’ PURE PEARL. Yes you have a checked past and you was that silly woman that the bible speaks about, but you now came to yourself. You were frustrated and counted out and felt like you belong nowhere, but it’s your time to RISE AND SHINE, BECAUSE YOU ARE HIS BELOVED. Single people, its’s time to live a life of Holiness, set apart, IT’S TIME TO LET THE LORD SANTIFY YOU, TO PURIFY YOU…FOR REAL. IT’S TIME TO RID YOURSELVES FROM IDOLS AND HALF STEPPING FOR GOD. IT’S TIME FOR US TO BE ALL-IN FOR GOD-100%.
(New KJV) Matthew 7:6- Give not that which is holy unto the dogs, neither cast your pearls before swine, lest they crush them under their feet, and turn again and tear you to pieces.
• Don’t reveal your vision to everybody (Joseph) Use discernment & Discretion
• Don’t give your substance to everybody (money, material things)AND STOP BEING A PEOPLE-PLEASER
• Don’t give your time to everybody (Don’t listen to the doubters)
• Don’t give your body and self-respect to just everybody. Click this text to start editing. This image and text block is great for descriptions about your business, products, or services. Double-click the image on the right to change it. You can also stack more of these blocks to describe items with imagery.